hurts hurt

i know its kind of lame to do a blog to express ur feelings

SO WHAT?

its not like anyone would read it!

first,i dont understand what u meant by saying dont wait for u anymore?

i've got difficult things to face this period and u could say somethin like that

not a perfect family, not a perfect bf

feeling depress myself

i really have to change my perspective at things

i really2 bother me and killing me softly...

it was true what guruji said,u hve to stop hoping that someone will tap u at the back

its ur job to do it by urself... u have to prioratize things

u have to determine of what u want

passionate abt ur goals

stop hoping for someone to do that for u

envious killing me when i see one of my friends life

she got perfect family, perfect bf, and perfect life

eventhough there's certain things that are not what every girls dream abt

yet,people around her support her and always there by her side

im so jealous

maybe this is a way that GOD SHOWS ME THAT I HAVE TO BEG N ASK FOR HIS HELP

i just realize one thing
nothing stick in this life
one moment ur on top and after that u left with nothing...
all that i know.u need someone to be there for u to catch u when u fall...

im glad that i found someone, i thought so...
but the truth is, there will be few people who will be there for u
just for a simple fact,which is...love...

why does the past bothering me so much?
future has been waiting for me and i hope it offers a better things from time to time
theres a lot of thing u wish u could explain,but the truth is u cant
are we live in denial???
are we being so critical until it becomes a huge barrier for us to be happy???

one thing i learnt doesnt mean the person is useless,he doesnt deserve a second chance...
in God's will,he can be much better than we are today...

ruining my plan is what u do best

i've planned everything what i wanted to settle but....

at the end,nothing happened....

just like auntie lolly,mara and now i have to postpone the taylors thing

i know i shouldnt rely on you

i shouldnt be with someone who only give me empty promises...

i shouldnt be with someone who only apologize in a simplest way...

like,im sorry (enough,jgn buat perangai)

i have to do something about it!!!!

why? why? why?

i need my surjit singh!!!!

y is it like that?

why do women need men in life?

i admit im one of them...

and i hate the fact that i never satisfy with everything around me...

it's a major barrier for you to be happy...

the first relationship that i had when i was 15...

i was in secondary school...

it was a monkey love and it was fun

he was a funny guy with great smile...

we always laugh about everything

well...the second relationship was 2 years ago...

it went deeper and deeper everything u start a new relationship

i had great time because of less fight and less jealousy between us

yes.the relationship was boring and dull

but without understanding and patience from both side

it will be the longest relationship ever...

this is my 3rd relationship

we started in a wrong way but quite interesting...

my bestfriend and i had crush on this malay guy

gotta admit,its hard to find a handsome malay guy in sunway

there are very rare...haha

then we bummed at the lunch place at first,and "pink" second...

i think he started to adore me the second time we met

cz i was blushing when one of his friends tease me anything

i never like his friend....

then we started our relationship after 3weeks

it was so stupid and i dont understand what's the rush at all

until today,he always say that he knows me and all

by right,i dont think he knows anything about me...

i dont understand where is all the jealousy come from...

suddenly i felt like he's so insensitive towards my feelings...

but at the end of the day,compromising is the key in every relationship

i wish i could write and express like sarah jessica parker

its so relaxing when u can express ur thought without hearing any sarcasm for anyone...

FUCK OFF STUPID!!!!

I couldnt n wouldnt understand why guys like MR J acting like he knows everything

i hate it the most when he say

"i know u"

he's been complaining like BONTOT AYAM that i put words in his mouth?

what abt u sucker?

u do the same thing too

im glad u dont know abt this blog so that i can pour every pain that u gave to me

everything pasal perangai i kan?

u?

mulut kau sedap je ckp i gila boleh pulak?

terima kasih...

sgt lega!

no useee

do guys will always be guys and girls always be girls?

why does law of nature is so cruel at one point???

girls will always praise others bf and some goes to guys...

its useful