i just love it!

lovin the feeling when people tag me photos

obviously it shows how much they care and give a damn

k, this is the best cake i've ever seen

cant wait for her to do it for me!!!

ponna catta

wtv the name is

i love u citi

FABOLOUSITY!

=)

nothing is better than feel so strong and really to go through everything
this pass few years has been so hard, in every angle of my life
and it became worst when u trusted someone and he and she just bang u in ur face
but,
what doesnt kill me make me stronger

i have new perspective towards everthing
first thing,
i gotta thanks hadi n ain those two people that made me realise that GOD
is the greatest and u shouldnt turn ur back against him
its true,no matter how and what u did, he always there for u to give u strength

i vow that no more gossiping,always believe in myself and be fabolous
=)

none of urwords can bring me down
and for all the empty promises,thanks.
was nice for a moment knowing that u can count on someone
but thats that
EMPTY

HURTS HURT

how will u feel when someone treated u like shit?
i hate it when someone approach n wanna be ur friend n next thing, i think i like u..
is it possible if we be more exclusive, and whats next???

the lies, the misery the ignorance...
guys like this should be vanish from this earth!!!
im with one and its so hard to describe how it makes me feel...
the pain n misery,its unbearable...

i may be uptight but who cares???i want what i want!!!
if u cant keep up with it,then stay away from my life bitch!!

it all started when he told me that his cousin made out with other girl
the "other" girl have met the cousin's gf...
she didnt even respect her,thats what i hate the most
and my smart bf lied to me abt the days that they spent together,he said 3 days but it was actually 5
and he went there for 7 days?
yet he said its nothing
i will nvr look at u the same way again...

hurts hurt

i know its kind of lame to do a blog to express ur feelings

SO WHAT?

its not like anyone would read it!

first,i dont understand what u meant by saying dont wait for u anymore?

i've got difficult things to face this period and u could say somethin like that

not a perfect family, not a perfect bf

feeling depress myself

i really have to change my perspective at things

i really2 bother me and killing me softly...

it was true what guruji said,u hve to stop hoping that someone will tap u at the back

its ur job to do it by urself... u have to prioratize things

u have to determine of what u want

passionate abt ur goals

stop hoping for someone to do that for u

envious killing me when i see one of my friends life

she got perfect family, perfect bf, and perfect life

eventhough there's certain things that are not what every girls dream abt

yet,people around her support her and always there by her side

im so jealous

maybe this is a way that GOD SHOWS ME THAT I HAVE TO BEG N ASK FOR HIS HELP

i just realize one thing
nothing stick in this life
one moment ur on top and after that u left with nothing...
all that i know.u need someone to be there for u to catch u when u fall...

im glad that i found someone, i thought so...
but the truth is, there will be few people who will be there for u
just for a simple fact,which is...love...

why does the past bothering me so much?
future has been waiting for me and i hope it offers a better things from time to time
theres a lot of thing u wish u could explain,but the truth is u cant
are we live in denial???
are we being so critical until it becomes a huge barrier for us to be happy???

one thing i learnt doesnt mean the person is useless,he doesnt deserve a second chance...
in God's will,he can be much better than we are today...

ruining my plan is what u do best

i've planned everything what i wanted to settle but....

at the end,nothing happened....

just like auntie lolly,mara and now i have to postpone the taylors thing

i know i shouldnt rely on you

i shouldnt be with someone who only give me empty promises...

i shouldnt be with someone who only apologize in a simplest way...

like,im sorry (enough,jgn buat perangai)

i have to do something about it!!!!